today i was in the kitchen alrite helping mom to cook! how cool!! lol!! soo loong i nvr help her to cook lorhhs.. hahahas! anw we cooked spaturkie.. n mom improvised some of the ingredients making do with wad we have.. bt the taste not much of a difference la.. only tt it taste better the previous times we cooked it! hahahs.. ouhh by the way.. i burnt a bit of the noodle.. cuz i was trying to save time boiling it mahhs.. so i just dump everything in n da water dried up.. n so it got burnt! lucky not so muchh larhhs! hahahs.. so i gtta reboiled it.. stupid lorhhs.. tsk..
anw called up massy dear just now.. wanna plan when are meeting agn.. cuz sch's gonna reopen darn soon!! anw she was at marina.. kbox!! wth!! hahahahs...n she ask me join them la.. bt mom says its raining.. so a nono for me...n besides i'll be out agn with the sweeties at night!! so we'll meet smtym real soon! =))
theeen!!! finally met sha n cia agn.. we went dwn to ecp la.. n slack at macs.. n waited for deon.. the emo girl for the night.. ahhahas.. anw afta tt we walked arnd.. n she left.. n the 3 of us remain.. then went to the playgrnd n snap snap snap picts! haahas... alrite i'll upload 2 picts for now.. the rest will be uploaded soon la... tonight too late already.. ahahhas

deon left us emo-tified.. hahahas!!

budden agn we gt sha!! hahahahs..!! hearts hearts hearts!!!!
anw.. rashid is online larhhs.. tsk.. night shift.. damn free sia tt guy! den strt to complain abt updating charts! hahahahahs!!!!!!!!!
anw acc to the muslim calender.. today was my birthday!! i just missed my birthday!! LOL!!!
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today followed mom n immy to the physio in da aftnoon.. it seems soo fun larhhs.. playing with kids.. n having all the swings.. horse-ys poolballs..(not those pool balls hor).. n all the matted n cushions stuffs arnd.. bt i suppose being a physio is like damn hard also la.. esp.. with symptoms varrying frm a person to person...ohhs.. btw immy got hurt while on the supposedly horse.. he fell dwn n bit hit lips.. tsk.. he tried to hide it.. bt his face was red.. so mom was like dirah go n see him!.. n there was blood on his teeth la.. still wanna hide! poor thing sia tt kid.. =(..
afta tt went out to meet ice.. we went dwn to marina to catch stomp the yard.. i know da show is out for sometime ready la.. bt we simply gt not much of a choice lorhss.. with our schedule forever clashing!! hahahas.. anw the show was damn awesome la!! seriously.. the story line was pretty expected la.. bt the movements.. my god.. damn nice! hahahs... worth every penny of mine.. =)) anw afta the show we went to do a lil shopping! hahahas.. we both bought 2 tops each n spent bout 50 bucks each too! hahahas.. wads up nxt thurs girl??!! hahahahas.. maddness.. anw just now was simply plain slacking! n its god damn fun.. hahahs...
well i rmba this scene at my previous attchment! damn hilarious!! hahahas..
me: aunty wo jiang yi sheng kei ni yao hor..
aunty: wo bu yao chi yao!!
me:aunty.. yi tian tian la.. chi yao.. chi yao!! -grinning-
aunty: bu yao la.. -pleading eyes n a cheecky grin- hahahs!!
me n aunty: laughs! hahahahs...
anw tmr... a night out with sha n cia??!! arhhhs... soo cnat wait!! bleahhs!!!
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
two whole days of home le.. hahahs.. i cant imagine tt larhs.. hahahs.. actually less then 2 days la cuz yest morn i actually head down to the library.. how hard working can this girl be rights.. hahahs.. well i was dead bored! n i've read like everything n anything tt i cld read! ahahas.. so anw.. i gt myself 4 nice books.. n im almost done with my second book ready! hahahahs...
anw the night before yest.. dad actually drove mom n immy to the previously 24hr clinic at bedok arnd 2am la.. then upon reaching there.. da clinic already close.. diaos.. cuz now it closes at 2am.. wth rights.. w/o much prior notice.. tsk.. bt anw.. immy seems to be better afta vetolin n warm water... n this morn he cant stop jumping arnd! tsk! hahahas...
aahhhhss... i'm boreeeeddddd!!! n mom dont seem to agree for me to go out much these days... n she's making noise of getting bored at hme too.. wth sia!! ahhahas.. funny la her!!ohh yeah anw the main reason for all this noise was cuz.. dad's having a loong break! hahahas.. 1 months.. =))-at least tts what he says la..- finally our arms have a break frm having to beat up that dunno how many kg of adunans! ahahhas... ohh yeah n also thx to dad.. our slping patterns have all changed de.. hahahs.. even immy lorhhs. we're all always up till damn late.. n after that we woke up late too la as per usual.. bt we're changing it back! sch's going to reopen lorhhs.. n i cant possible wake up late esp with an hour's bus ride!!.. hahas...
anw tts all larhhs... tmr's plan.. follow mom for immy's apptment..and then...? either follow ice n her plans to catch stomp the yard... or follow mom to gran's place?? hais.. tmr will tell larh arhhs...
i owe you an outing.. you owe me an outing... hahahas.. the list will go on arhs.. n we shall see when will it end...
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finally went to meet up with cheryl.. its been sucha looooooong looooooooooong time since i meet her larhhs... n even so the meeting was sooo short.. n i gtta wait for sooooo loooong! hahahas.. ohh well almost an hour of waiting lorhs! hahahahs.. met her at tp.. n i dint know mas at her sch larhhs.. den when im waiting for my 15 to get back hme.. she called.. n she was on the bridge n she actually walked back n acc me to wait for my bus before she n ducky went over to her place... sooo sweet of them lorhs! anw i wanna go out with the 2 of you!! =))hearts & loves..
so afta tt proceed to pw n met momsykins there de.. n i spent nearly 200 bucks on food larhhs! hahahahhs!! maddness rights.. ouhh well.. i gt a new pair of shoes n a top.. n i seriously want tt black button shoe!!! humms.... =(( mas we shld go out soon alrite! i wanna go get tt black button shoe!! hahahas.. ouhhs.. anw.. daddykins called n asked abt immy's medication.. tt poor boy had fallen ill.. afta sooloong nvr fall ill.. he is back to falling sick.. soo poor thing larhhs...
ouhhs.. yeah.. did anyone see yest's cloud during the thunderstorm??! its
YELLOWin colour la!!i've seen blue.. grey.. red...purplish... bt nvr have i seen YELLOW clouds larhhs!! my god my god!!! soo scary.. after shutting the window i quickly force myself back to slp... =)
anw i manage to catch the syarahan over the radio this morn!! =))) hhahahs.. here's the summary..the reason why your prayers have not been answered is becuz you only pray when you're in trouble.. allah wants you to pray n rmba him even when you're successful.. even by getting your monthly pay.. its suppose to be an alhamdullilah to him!dont only pray to him when you're in trouble! tts worthless! n when you're stuck in a situation.. a problem.. ucaplah inallillah hiinalliwaagiuun..(is tt how you spell it??) which means from you it came abt n frm you it'll end.. =)) lesson learnt?? indeed indeed..
may allah answer my and all of your prayers!! =)) ahahahs..Labels: may allah answer our prayers
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let me strt everything since thurs.. hahas.. we gtta pack everything arhhs.. dad's having a whole month's break larhhs! hahas.. n the day pretty funny la.. with faizal.. n his cousin... both of them simply cant make me stop laughing larhs! siaoss!! lol!
then on fri mom gtta go over to baba's place to jaga the kids cuz baba's away melawat-ing.. so i join her there for a while before heading out to meet sha.. down to brd.. n catch up with some teachers.. EXCLUDING erms erms... ahhahas.. bt anws.. we went to get our all time fav ice kacang la.. i tink almost everytime we go dwn surely will go eat ice kacang larhhs.. hahahhas.. afta tt head hme.. slack for a while.. before going out agn to meet eunice.. spent the night at her hse.. bake cookies for sha's bday la.. the funny thing.. i can happily think her bday was on the 24th la when in actualy fact her bday is on the 26th.. DIAOS rightsss!!! haahhas.. tskk.. then anw either sha was suppose to come over or we're suppose to go over her hse la.. den in da end both of it nvr happen.. bt sha came over in the morn.. ahhahas!! damn funny lorhs!
anw i've been having a whole lot of mood swings recently.. seriously sia.. gtta GAG sia.. tsk..
anw.. if you're wondering.. you're such an arse.. -shrugs-.. hahas..
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
yest was pretty alrite i suppose.. till almost the end of the day.. TT FUCKING OLD BITCH TOTALLY SPOIL MY DAY!! FUCKER!! ASSHOLE!! stupid shit! alrite breathe nadirah -breathe breathe- hahahs! bt anw.. serious man.. she gtta go n yell at my face.. n wad the hell am i suppose to do back..... LAUGH.. yes... i can only laugh n act as if all those fucking stuff tt she's yelling at my face from her fucking mouth it nothing.. muther fucker! gosshh!!!!!!! eeerrrr... i just cant it go sia.. GRRRRRRRR!!!!
anw when we were clearing up.. it strted to pour heavily summore.. was darn irritated la.. cuz we still gt a pretty loong way to go.. n we left the place at 1 am.. nice huuhs.. ohh yeahh..n eunice drop by yest..=))Labels: fucked up ppl
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today was a pretty much screwed up larhs.. was pretty pissed off by anything n everything arhhs.. probably the lack of sleeps is finally getting to me.. haiish.. so anw.. went to sch in da morn.. actually noon already la.. acc kh there de.. afta which came back hme.. slack for a lil while.. before going out to meet up with ice.. sheena.. n fizah to catch pursuit of happiness.. the show was pretty ok la.. bt as i've mention my mood wasnt in da greatest state.. so i didnt really enjoy the show.. infact i didnt even have da damn mood to watch nething larhhs! tsk!
bt anws.. afta tt went to daddy's place.. mom nd to get hme ba..then i met fuad there.. n he was shock to see me arnd.. n he can even say i tot you say you dont have a stall here.. ahahhas..-i didnt mention to anyone tt my dad didnt take any stall anywhere lehhs.. usually the ans is always a yes lorhs! hahas.. so anw apparently.. 'I' have told farhan tt my dad didnt open one at tamp.. -.-" hahahahs.. n since when in da blue world have i ever talked to farhan abt my dad's business??!! infact i cant even rmba when was our last conversation larhhs... fuad is loosing it mans! seriously! hahahs..
the facts are staring at me.. bt yet im soo damn confuse... sincerity simply doesnt exist in your dictionary huuhs.. im sorry tt i even know you sia!..
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if pictures speak a thousand words.. these pictures will speak an eternity of words!.. love them all to bits..
this pict damn nice rights!!! hahahahs!!
crazy crazy nurses!! hahahs..
19/20's missies..=)
last few snaps! joyce missing!
19/20 std with 13/14 SN.. get me??
us agn!
right hands!!
HCs n NYPs..=))
hla hla n me!! muacks!!
andy n me..
kimmi n me..
wei hsin!.. will miss the bus rides with her soo much lorhhs!
with shu li!! soo cute sia her..
our appreciation gifts!
read those wrds!HAHAHAS!
LOL!
mama ann.. n mama hla hla.. =)) hahahas..
the most wanted list!
do we need a broom??!! LOL!
with chua..
with mama chia!
me with mama chia!
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1:44 PM <3
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my last 2 days at 64 has been hell of a crap mans!! hahahahas.. its been extremely extremely GREAT!!! was with the best of the bestest ppl.. hahahas... no regrets there at all sia.. hahahs..
anw our second last day da female side gt no junior sia.. so me n kimmi were rushing through everything arhhs.. lucky wS.. andy n rashid help out arhhs.. their side also hoi yan nvr turn up.. bt smhow arhhs.. by 8 like tt we were pretty done with our stuffs.. so we went to disturb the staffs! LOL!!
anwW!!! renal soo sooo rocks!!! i will miss the staffs soooo n very the muchiess!!! tsk.. the resucitation time.. the sneaking of food.. the nonsensical things we do.. the craps we joke abt.. even ppl like dr christine turns out to be funny afta all.. ahhahahas!
haiis.. soo anw.. this will be my last time at sgh.. n i'd like to express my appreciation to the ppl who have been with me through the thick n thin for the past 3 attachments.. esp wei hsin.. kimmi.. n andy.. n definitely to the staffs n maids arnd who have been such a great help.. n to whom i've grown pretty attached to.. =)) a hug thx to you guys!!!
anw yest i gt a hug frm aple lehhs.. -as she spelt it- ahhahas.. soo funny la her.. she tot her now step-father wanna woo her afew yrs back.. cuz her step dad is only 7 yrs older den her lorhhs.. in da end the guy come to woo her mom sia! LOL! i laugh soo hard lorhhs!! hahahhas!
then yest went out for supper afta attachment.. was suppose to go with ws.. bt in da end she cant go.. haiis.. -nadirah is extremely mad with ELTON! hmrfs!!- so anw.. the remaining 3 of us go lorhhs.. n i dont tink i'll ever be able to go there agn with them nemore.. sobs! hais! tsk!
on weds.. ice.. fizah.. sheena n me met up.. was suppose to catch a movie larhhs.. bt the timing at suntec was a bit screwed up.. n we cant find any otha cinemas tt suit into my timing larhhs.. cuz i gtta leave early..so in da end we went to starbucks n slack lorhhs! hahahhas.. soo funny. bt i tink its pretty ok la.. since we all also sooo long nvr catch up.. n i have a whole lot of picts to be posted up.. =)) will post it up in a while larhhs.. bleahhs..Labels: hugs n kisses
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
anotha collapse case!! gosh!!! i really feel like crying now! hahas.. bt seriously... how many more cases can there be de..
anw i woke up late agn cans! like monday not enough like tt.. n den i realise tt on mon i woke up late den gt 1 case.. n today woke up late gt anotha case.. totally no linkage.. tts totally coincidental rights?!! ahaahs..
so anw.. it was only a few minutes in the ward.. the report also haven finished passing.. n there the blue code was activated.. n dr kristine was like.. is tt for serious or what.. cuz she tot smone might have accidentally press it mahhs.. den afta seeing the staffs all rushing in.. she also was like.. the first thing of the day.. haiiss!! hahahahahhaas!! tt dr arhhs!
so anw.. they strted the resust.. they used i tink more or arnd 7 suctionong tubes la! god!! soo many... n i was running arnd finding those tubes.. n i only manage to get like 1 green ones.. n a whole lot of black ones.. bt the thing is we want the green.. bt anw.. rashid manage to get those frm the storerm i tink.. tsk!
so aft 1/2 an hour or so of trying.. the dr stop the procedure.. take note of the time.. n pronounce the man dead. no family members were seen till at least 1-2 hours later..
everything was being delayed larhhs.. we(me n kimmi) didnt even take report just now lorhhs.. busy rushing through the sponging.. n all the other nonsense frm the pts.. "nurse nurse... can help me turn this side... nurse! please arhhs.. toloong arhhs... if i can i wont ask for your help.. you all dont know how much im suffering.." -sob sob sob-" nurse.. i know you all busy.. bt after you done with them can help me turn.." a few minutes later... "nurse... can help me turn.. please laa.. my back very pain.. please nurse.. nurse.. pleasee..." diaos diaos diaos!!!! so anw.. at arnd 1 like tt.. i can barely open my eyes already sia.. even the staffs arnd also seem particularly tired just now.. i tink cuz we hadnt had a good strt in the morning la arhhs..
bt at arnd.. 2.30 like tt.. lala came to us n say ehh i gt 2 stump dressing to do lehhs.. the 2 of you take 1 each alrite... (me n kim) hahahas.. n mun wai was arnd.. helped us a lot! hahahs... n we actually manage to finish it within tt 1/2 n hour sia !.. my stump dressing still gt stitches lehhs.. smone can do sto soon! hahahs...
ouhhs.. n just now.. kimmi.. hoi yan.. n me did the last office tgt with rashid. n tt rashid arhs!! see me very kaku.. den strt to do stupid stuffs! hahaas.. ouhhs.. n afta tt they were like you eat pau just now arhhs??!!! den actually gt 1 pt in the same room actually bought pau n bring up to the bedside summore.. denm also still gt the 'coat'.. they actually took out 2 piece of coat on mon arhhs.. bt they nd only 1 mahhs.. so the oth one they kept in within the ward.. n so yeahhs..
no matter how not superstitious you are.. once you enter the hospital setting.. you will be force to be superstitious sia.. cuz its like anything can happen.. n you know its ntg.. bt.. theres always the guilty conscious behind it all de.. n on top of that.. you'll just cant help it bt to play on the safe side la arhhs.
n met up with the girls just now!.. was suppose to catch a movie at suntec.. budden dunno how the timing was screwed up.. n we all ended up at starbucks slacking.. n snapping photos!! hahahaaahahahs!!!we sooo need to do this more often le!anw we're meeting up agn on mon! hehhs!! -lovables-
alrite alrite.. 2more days before my days at sgh is a goodbye! i sooo wanna enjoy every second of it! hearts the staffs there.. hearts mdm chia! hearts the grp of ppl im attached with!Labels: with all my heart
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ok seriously theres sooo much to blog abt today... firstly i woke up damn late cans!! was rushin like hells to get dressed.. lucky for me i gt all my stuff packed n my uniform has already been ironed arhhs!! n i tot im going ot miss the second bus la.. bt noo i didnt.. infact ws missed it for me on my behalf... hahahs.. soo in da end still took the 3rd bus lorhhs.. hahas.. my uncombed hair was pulled back into a ponytail n my just woke up face was powdered in the bus! how nice rights.. haahhahs!!
ok so anw.. the pts are getting onto my nerve by day sia.. seriously.. i shall tell this story abt this particular pt.. she is SUCH A LAZY BUM!!! can walk.. bt dun wanna go toilet for bath(eventhough we'll be pushing her in da commode).. can use commode to go to the toilet.. bt still wan us to bring the bedpan put inside the commode to her bedside.. n her daughter is as muther fucked up as the mother sia! bullshit! can bitch abt us to other pts.. bt EXCUSE ME!!!.. i tink da other pts have been there longer then you n your fucked up mother has.. n we have been super n extremely reasonable to them.. n infact very nice n friendly.. simply because.. they aint as fucked up n extremely unreasonable to us! blaahs!! can you imagine.. at least a dosen tissue papers were on the floor by her bedside.. when there's a plastic stick on the cord side for them to discard any unwanted stuff.. how unhygienic.. n on top of tt kimmi has seriouly considering of pulling the call bell off de.. i mean she ask for a commode.. so while we search for one.. she press agn.. n agn.. n agn! how irritating can tt be.. grr!! ohk ok.. enuff abt tt.. soo irritated!
there was another resust just now.. n this time i was there when they were abt to strt it larhhs.. bt before they strt the compression i hrd smbody alled out my name.. n mrs chia wanna see me.. so i was diaos!! i wanan watch!! n mrs chia wans me to do the dressing!!! wahahahahs... sobbing.. so i ask the aunty she say ok can do the dressing now.. n i was like there goes my chance of watching the resust.. so i hurried up with the dressing.. i did the dressing before.. n to my relieve the wound is healing.. by sec healing la... so anw.. afta my dressing.. the staffs are still trying to revive the pt de.. arnd 4 drs n more then 6 staffs were arnd.. the wife n kids came.. by then it all depends on the pt himself.. n aft a while.. wailings were heard.. my heart goes to them de.. seriously.. they were begging.. they were screaming.. they were anxious.. they were frantic.. haiis.. bt at the end of the day.. everyone has to return to HIM.
was suppose to meet massy to pass the slping bag just now.. budden.. tt girl.. very lazy come dwn to mp just for a slping bag.. n coincidentally ice called n wanna go out for dinner.. bt the bus n thx to my 'deli delying' n the super slow bus.. by the time i reached pw.. she had already finished her dinner.. ahhahas.. so we went to slack at starbucks.. for a while before heading off..
theres like a thousand and one things i wanna tell her.. n massy dear.. n fizah.. n sheena.. bt time is always a factor tt spoilts everything.. haiis...
i was expecting... n yet agn.. im left feeling dissapointed.. haiis.. anw.. ANW!!! results going to be out tmr!!! aarrrhhhhhhhssssss!!!!!!! wish me luck!!!!!!!!
do you know im actually a millionaire!! bt i've spent it away.. HAHAHAHHAs!Labels: return to HIM
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was out with massy dearie to the it show just now.. gosh was it packed! we were suppose to meet at pw... den take 36 or 196 so suntec arhhs.. budden she made noise tt if wanna take 196 go suntec she cld have just gotten board at bedok so we were to wait for 36.. ahahhas!! so anw.. we waited.. n waited.. n the 36 didnt appear..till she suggested taking a cabby.. take note.. SHE hor.. not me.. i totally frgot abt the existance of cabbies at tt point of time sia! amazingly rights!! summore knowing me!! ahahhahas!!
so anw.. mas wanna bargain to give the bus a chance.. bt heck! i've waited loong enuff.. n there a cab stop n da uncle my gosh made a whole lot of noise abt us wanting to go suntec.. sniffs!cuz gt traffic jams there arhhs.. so i was happily thinking taxi drivers shld be happy wad if gt traffic jams.. cuz their meters wil still be running mahhs.. budden i realise their meters wont be running when they wanna try to get out of the place.. ahhahs.. ohh heck.. the disadvantage of getting stuck in a traffic jam..
so anw.. the IT show was god damn pack la.. as i said! n it was also prety packed with mamas too! hmrfs.. ahahhahs!!!! both me n massy dear just cant close our mouths.. it just keeps on moving!! till one point of time.. mas actually said.. i tink god make me feel very thirsty to stop me frm talking.. hahahahs!!! its one hell of an aftnoon sia!!
n we met chen ke there... out of all ppl.. hahaahs! i know... bt its seriously a pleasant surprise to know tt she's there to accompany arlene.. i tot they'll usually stick to their clique.. so anw.. aft finally getting out of there.. we walk arnd for a while.. n i gt bottoms! 4 of those actually.. n bought tops for immy.. n someother basic essential stuffs for me.. so in total i spent hundreds today! hahahas..
nadirah seriously needs to practise self control!!!!!
anw.. yest was damn funny larhhs!! immy came dwn in the evening with momsie.. then nxt to daddy's was the ice popsicles.. so he was noisily ringing the bell.. so i told immy jkingly.. go to the man n say shhhhh!!!! den afta a while.. when i have already put tt thought behind me la.. den i hrd immy saying SHHHH!!!! i was soo shock la!!! den i turn n saw immy saying tt right to the man's face lehhs!!! wah kao!!!! omg!! den mom scolded immy n apologise to da man.. i feel god damn guilty! haiis.. so i brought immy for a walk n bought him a cars raincoat! haahhas.. n he happily walk the short distance by himself to show off the new 'thing' he got! hahahahs.. soo cute siaa!! aft tt of cuz i gt reprimanded my momsie.. light heartedly..HAHAHAs...
aites tts all for tonite.. a morn shift tmr.. nights ppl!Labels: loaded bitch
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11:57 PM <3
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the weekends! aahhas.. my eyes can barely open today.. didnt realli sleep yest night.. hahas.. so anw.. i took da 1st bus this morn.. den since ws isnt ready yet went to alight at her bus stop there to wait for her larhhs.. n it so happen tt the bus stop is right in front of pertapis.. or isit muhammadiyah.. the one at katong la... n gt this guy was azan-ing lehhs.. n his voice was omg.. damn nice larhhs.. ok specifically his voice when he is azan-ing is very nice.. soo soothing.. summore in da early morning! hahahas...
then when at the ward didnt realise kim was missing arhhs.. cuz i was really very sleepy n blur lorhhs.. enter the ward frm a diff entrance.. so when i finally step into my room when i realise kim wasnt arnd la.. n tt dear girl woke up late! ahahahs... bt today also like messy lehhs.. cuz like they nvr top up the thymol.. den i manage to get 2 opened bottle which is enough to only make 2 cups of gargle.. diaos right... so in da end i end up going arnd looking for the thymol.. rather den strting the rounds.. haiis.. so when they strt the report im only done with 1 pt de.. haish!
gt anotha resust yest at the guys side.. it was a coroner's case so pretty complicated.. n chua was damned stressed up.. can see.. soo poor thing sia.. anw.. this week was soooo full of resust sia.. sat sun mon thurs fri.. it was stretched out frm the rehab side.. to the renal side.. n even to the surgical side lorhhs.. aiyoos...
so anw.. afta the report.. wanna serve the diet.. then tt rashid was like apasal muke lemau je ni... apasal mataair marah ehhs?? mak marah tak kasih jumpe mataair ehks?? den it keep on going on larhhss... my gosh! hahahas.. den i was like waaaah you damn free arhhs... den he can still do like vanna white (frm wheel of fortune) show his room diet all served ready.. big deal! hmrfss.. aahas.. den later on he can still go tell hla hla tt my muke lemau cuz my mak marah tak kasih jumpe mataair! walau!! ahhahas.. then tt hla hla also anotha one..hahas.. simply love her la arhhs..
then i was suppose to remove sto-stitches stump today larhhs.. budden cuz the stitches was overdued.. n it was damn tight knot.. i call mary come n help me.. summore i do my everything ready lehhs.. strting the cutting part.. i dunno where to strt.. ahahhas.. sto-staplers is a much prefered choice!=))) so mary took over la.. then gt this particular knot took 3 staffs to come n try before the last resort staff manage to handle it! it was soo tight.. n da skin had overgrown soo much.. tt even the knot cannot be seen larhhs!.. siaos right...
new skin!! =))Labels: a blessing
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11:17 PM <3
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
the hospital has been pretty nice to go to lehhs.. pretty slack.. hahas.. probably cuz its aftnoon shift lehhs.. hahas.. so there goes my aftnoon shift.. tmr will be having morn shift lorhhs.. den summore no La La... den Nurul go to the guys side.. sobs! bt we have thana..=) n joyce.. =)! n wei xia...=(?? hahahahs... this attachment is seriously FLYING man.. the time pass soo fast.. n i doubt i'll be coming back to sgh afta tt.. feel soo sadde sia.. den just now mdm chia was like nadirah i'll miss you, you know.. this will be the last time i'll be seeing you.. wahhh.. hahahas.. why must she say like tt de..hahas.. then i was like yeaah i know.. if she'll miss me then wad abt me sia.. i'll miss her.. i'll miss the wards.... i'll miss the staffs! i'll miss ding jia! n a whole bunch of nurses in 64 sia!one hell of a bunch.. we can happily call them by their names like nobody's business.. den can still sit n chit chat with them haahahs...
ohh n i;ve serve a whole lot of medications sia!! hahahs.. soo happily dispensing medications!! hahahahas... met a few very familiar faces.. all frm the previous wards la.. and also meet new notorious case ppl.. n can you imagine tt one of my pt.. actually ADVISE my anotha pt.. abt HOW TO KEEP HER MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GOD LARHHS!!! OMG LE!!! hahahahahhaahahahs!!!! WTH!!! hahahas.. i hrd the staff say then i was like diaoosss!!!! summore the pt who was giving the advise is a very very irritatin pt.. put in plug only scream like hell.. "PAIN LA STUPID!! YOU TINK NOT PAIN MEHHS!!! LATER WHEN I GET OUT OF HERE I"LL COME AND SUE YOU!!!" tts her thx to the staff who insert a plug for her which acts as her life line for any immediate i/vs if needed.. or save her the pain of injections if theres any.. esp the stat med.. diaos rights.. well tts renal pt man.. n i may have the feeling i'll advance on renal lehhs.. dunno why also.. hahahs...
the i FINALLY.. let me repeat that agn.. FINALLY finishes off my assessment with mdm chia!!! wahahahahs... n LUCKY for me.. my chosen pt was still arnd... so no matter how irritating she was... at least i dont nd to redo my case study!! hahahahs.. so yeah.. afta the assessment... comes the case study.. n i gt 5 interventions to do.. hahahs.. n andy gt 8!!! HAHAHAHs.. good luck sia...ohh so now let me just tell you a lil bit of how irritationg my 'chosen' pt can be.. when dr not arnd.. can happily walk arnd.. go dwn 7/11 buy things.. bt when dr arnd.. lie on the bed n strt retching.. hahahahs! how nice rightts.. LOL!! n now my frm 19... is like a market sia.. with 4/8 pts are malay.. n they talk arhhs.. gosh.. you will nvr guess its coming frm the sick pts lehhs! seriously.. they were laughing.. n banging!! my goodness!! i was hoping tt a dr just come by n says.. 'ALL RIGHT ALL D/C!' ahahahahS.. wont tt be a bliss!! hahahs..
alrite i gtg now.. tmr morn de.. nights ppl.. =))
beyond expression..Labels: tender loving care.. tsk
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10:49 PM <3
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today was fun!!! hahahas.. well was suppose to meet up with mas today larhhs.. bt her momsie says she's away to msia n will only be back on sun.. so yeahh.. i end up talking to her momsie sia.. hahahas!
so just now's initial plan is to pei ice n sheena go cut hair larhhs.. so they went to supercuts to get their hair cut.. n i just wait patiently wait down there.. hahahs.. n getting irritated at tt smone for being such an asshole! hmrf.. actually arhs.. i realise i must die die fill my time with smtg to do.. if not later my mind strt to drift apart... n i'll strt thinking abt stuff i dont wanna think.. n i'll strt getting annoyed.. get me?? lost?? hahas.!
so anw afta their hair cut we were thinking of where to go.. n since i wanna catch pursuit of happiness we head to suntec.. bt for that show the next timing is at 7:10 larhhs.. so we all just went to catch norbit! hahahas.. yeah laugh laugh.. pretty funny de.. all this while fizah was not with us la.. she's working.. so we all went to pay her a visit n had dinner tgt with her at marina sq..n boy dont we have a whole lot to catch up! hahahs.. gosh i miss being tgt with them.. bt tts aside we're going to catch pursuit of happiness soon.. smtym this week??!! ohh n we met quite a number of ppl arnd too.. n i frgt wads his name actually say i'm sombong! wth!! just bcuz i nvr say hi cuz i nvr see him n he happen to see me means im sombong.. wad only...if everyone's going to judge me tt way arhhs.. i dunno wad i'll be labelled as de.. tsk!
so anw afta dinner we went ack to suntec before finally seperating ways.. i head to st george's where dad is..i didnt realise AH was right in front of the place la.. ahhahas.. obviously observing.. aiya heck la.. went to get drinks.. n the shortie was saying my mom ngomong sama die.. n im the second child blah blah.. i was shock ok! hmrfS!! ahahahs.. bt very funny la.. den da smileey also there all suanning me! not fairr!!! hahahs.. bt bro was arnd just now.. cuz dad thought of ending it tonight.. bt in da end he say tmr he'll ciao..
ohh i cant believe as is such a mother fucker.. or prolly both of them are the same.. tsk!! either way.. im left speechless for at least half of the day.
anw picts!! hahahs.. alot of sheena n me.. thx to ice larhhs!! ntg betta to do.. lol!

immy's busy dressing up too.. -blurred!-



shy dee!! ahhahas!

hmrfs!

grins!

finally! ahhahas!!!!

us!!! fizah's darn shagged la.. fullshift lehhs!! poor thing! tsk!

blurred.. sobs!

dont ask wad are we doing arhhs.. hahahs..

sheena n me agn! ahahs..

fizah n ice! =))Labels: snapss
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2:37 AM <3
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i just realise sia.. i made a self reflection.. well actually sheena made me think abt tt.. ahahhas... n i realise i have seriously become more confident of myself now then the past few months or years or so.. ahahas..
well basically cuz the level of stuff we're doing now requires a whole lot more of confidence then before sia.. n being sheeplish or acting blur just wont help in situations which require self control!n can you imagine we're going to be learning abt injections in second yr!! oh my gosh larhhs!! hahahas.. ohh well.. im going to handle it just like everyone else rightss!! hahahas.. im getting crazy agn..
anw.. i met sheena n fizah on my way dwn da bus just now!! hahahahs.. soo loong nvr meet them de.. then sheena took a pict of us la.. i look soo darn shagged.. my eyes were watery.. n yet look at the time now.. im still awake! hahas!
i really miss you.. budden again i dont tink you're needed nemore.. hahhs.. its not my fault.. its yours.. rmba tt!Labels: the confidence to face it
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12:39 AM <3
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strtin frm today i'll be on aftnoon shift all da way to nxt weds.. pretty ok la.. except my all time dearest darling who was plainly a BITCH! haiish..
did smu today.. hahas.. just bt luck.. cuz i mentioned to da CI tt my room gt no pt with urinary catheter to do smu on.. den come back to the ward afta meeting her there lying on the bed was a pt with a urinary bag hanging! ahahas..
ouhhs all right.. yest was pretty screw up.. i was god damn dissapointed for the whole night la for goodness sake.. its damn dissapointing to see the ppl you put soo much expectation on dissapoint you..haiish.. bt hell.. it'll happen agn.. n agn.. n cont to happen agn.. i cant stop it frm happening.. neither can i stop myself frm being dissapointed over n over agn.. so yeah.. gag!!!
i need a smile.. bt instead of a smile.. you gave me a headache...
hla hla.. such a cute name sia! hehhs..Labels: presence w/o existance
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10:46 PM <3
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